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PROFILE: Writer Lifts Veil on Syrian Life

Interview with Ammar Abdulhamid

Ken Kawashima

 

Ammar Abdulhamids daring dbut novel Menstruation, which examines the issues of sexuality and repression, has been banned in the authors conservative Muslim homeland.

Syrian writer Ammar Abdulhamid has come a long way to publish his first novel, the provocatively titled Menstruation. It was only through his journey into various aspects of Islamic fundamentalism and his struggles to come to terms with his own identity and religious beliefs that he was able to write his daring dbut, which explores in depth the contemporary issues of sexuality, self-awareness and repression within the conservative religious framework of Syria.

The novel, originally written in English and published by British publishing house Saqi Books last year [2001], has been translated into six languages including Japanese, but its controversial content means it cannot be published in Arabic for readers in Ammars home country.

These kinds of issues are very difficult to accept in Syria, the writer said in an interview during a recent visit to Japan.

But for me, writing is a therapeutic process, a way of coping with reality, he said. When I was disillusioned with Islamic fundamentalism, I became so depressed that I thought I would commit suicide. It was at that moment that I started writing. It saved my life.

Menstruation is in many ways a portrayal of how Ammar came to realize his doubts about and frustration with religion and traditional Syrian life, told through the eyes of contemporary Syrian young people. The story is narrated on various levels, including through the eyes of Hasan, a local imams son who has a strange ability to tell when a woman is menstruating by her smell, and Wisam, who is unhappily married to a domineering man. Both are frustrated and repressed in their conservative lives until they enter into sexual encounters that irreversibly transform themHasan has an affair with a married woman, while Wisam has her first lesbian relationship. Their liberation shakes their previously held notions of religion and sexuality forever, and with the help of progressive intellectuals Nadim and Kindah, the two start to form a whole new outlook on life.

Given the cultured and religiously mixed environment in which Ammar was brought up in traditional and sectarian Syria, it is little wonder the 36-year-old writer started questioning his religious identity. In particular, he was influenced on many levels by his unconventional, artistic familyhis mother is one of Syrias best known movie stars and his father is a prolific film director. According to Ammar, the whole issue of religion was very malleable and flexible in his family.

I was sent to a Catholic boarding school when I was 3, but adopted Islam when I was 7, he said. This change created no difficulties whatsoever.

It was in 1983, when the then 17-year-old Ammar arrived in Britainhis first visit to a Western countrythat he began to focus on his religious identity and its influence on him.

I felt a strong repulsion toward the emphasis on masculinity and machismo in the West. It seemed as though everyone was wearing masculinity on their sleeves. Why couldnt things be more natural? said Ammar, who was in Britain to study.

But his long-cherished dream was to become an astronomer, so he left Britain and moved to Moscow the following year to pursue his goal. However, eight months was all Ammar lasted under the restrictive Soviet system.

Soviet reality killed my dream. I just couldnt cope with the Soviet way of life, he said. I had to be accountable at all times. It was like living with Big Brother from George Orwells 1984.

Having lost his dream and grown frustrated at being unable to settle in either country, Ammar turned to religion, and one month later became a fundamentalist. He went to the United States in 1986 and enrolled at the University of Wisconsin, where he studied for a bachelors degree in history while educating himself to be an imam.

It was while studying Islamic law that Ammar came across the Korans teachings on menstruation and female hygiene, which he later adopted in his novel.

I was shocked to find that for more than 1,400 years, menstruation has been regarded as an impure and dirty thing, when its supposed to be a sign of life, he explained.

Women are not allowed to pray or fast in a ritual manner, and men avoid eating from the same bowl as their wives when their wives are menstruating. Some men in religious families even check their wives tampons to make sure. Can you believe that?

It was the many such unexpected discoveries Ammar made that saw him gradually lose his faith in Islam. The last straw was the Salman Rushdie affair in 1989, in which Irans Islamic government declared the Indian writers novel The Satanic Verses blasphemous for criticizing Mohammed and issued a death order, or fatwa, against him.

A death sentence! I just couldnt digest the idea that a man should be killed because he disagreed with certain beliefs, Ammar said. The incident ultimately made Ammar turn his back on fundamentalism, as he realized he was wasting his time, he said.

But it was very hard to accept the truth at first, he explained. I thought of killing myself. I was so dispirited, but I found my way out by writing my thoughts down on paper.

Looking back on his intensely religious period now, Ammar admits he was searching for the answers to certain universal questions. But I dont need them anymore because Im secure with myself, capable of loving and being loved. It took a long time to discover this single truth.

Ammar regards himself as an atheist now, finding both Mohammed and Jesus mere psychological archetypes. He said he has learned the importance of drawing ones own conclusions through raw experience. After all, its the only way we can find any wisdom. And its necessary that we be open to differences, especially cultural differences, because were all interrelated in this small world now.

Ammar believes the global change effected by contemporary Western civilization has created a clash between tradition and modernization, ultimately bringing similar identity crises to many people around the world. He stresses the need to listen to the grievances of people worldwide to find a suitable solution that leaves no country on the sidelines.

No country must play God, for as long as theres a God, there will always be a devil, he said. This is what the majority of Arab people feel right nowthat the Americans are playing God, and that Western civilization was taking advantage of their misery until finally, late last year, people were willing to ram airplanes into the World Trade Center in New York.

Its when a county feels powerful and victorious enough to crush the smallest rebellion that trouble always starts.

Ammar has now returned to Syria, which he describes as the place where all his inspirations lie. There he intends to continue creating dialogue through Etana Press, a small publishing company he recently established in Damascus. He said he plans to hold seminars and publish books that will generate dialogue in an environment that still needs to be enlightened.

Its so often the case that Syrian people are open only on a superficial level, Ammar said. For example, take women whove removed their veils and wear bikinis instead. They want Western privilegesto be free and independentbut they still want to be proposed to in a traditional way like Eastern women. Theyre not eager to sacrifice anything on either side, you see.

Although Ammar cannot publish his work in Syria because of the countrys strict censorship laws, he plans to release it in Arabic on the Internet in the near future. Even the English publishing house that published Menstruation had to remove the final chapter of the bookwhich featured characters talking frankly about religious taboosfor fear of provoking fundamentalists.

So theres bound to be a lot of rejection from people at home when it comes out on the Internet in Arabic, Ammar said. There will probably be more shouting than dialogue. But I hope the book will suggest a rational way for dialogue between those who follow a religion and those who dont.

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Asahi Shinbun News Service, IHT/Asahi: April 7, 2002

 

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